Friday, 22 July 2011


I have an 'emergency response plan' for when I get really depressed, I was made to write it last summer when I was at an outpatient day centre thing. I need to dig it out and read what to do when I feel like shit all the time and am sleeping for 14 hours a day. Because that's not cool. And that makes me miss work. Which makes me jobless. Which makes me poor. Sadness.

I'll apologise for the lack of decent posts recently again. Just... meh. All I want to do is sleep and eat and most of the time, eating wins out.

Massive life fail atm.


  1. That plan sounds good. I hope it helps.

    Thank god for ignorami, Absinthe is still legal here! It's only 55%, but 3 double shots and a goodly amount of skunk later and I was seeing blue and green painted cats! It was awesome!

    I can't believe the statue thing isn't true, lying sons-of-bitches! Wonder what else they lied about!

    Yep, I'm South African, but being English speaking means I don't have a traditional accent, more like a bad cross between British and New Zealand! Ha ha!

    You have no brain? I'm an artist, so I'm right there, too! Supreme ruler of the doofus planet! That be my title! Love you, Merla! <3. XXX.

  2. I hope the plan helps you.

    I completely understand the just wanting to sleep and eat part. That is all I ever want to do but tend to do neither which is annoying.

    Hey we can fail at life together. Misery likes company right?

  3. Awww.
    Having an ERP is a very good thing.
    Hopefully it will help you get out of this slump.
    Watched your video by the way.
    While I did not understand hardly any of the concepts discussed, you are gorgeous and I wish I had an accent like yours! :)
    I hope things are going better for you.
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3