Thursday, 14 July 2011

Blah blah blah

Few random/small blog changes made. I really hate the theme/banner/colours of it atm but I have too many other things to stress about rather than an internet blog (hehe, that makes it sound like I actually care about this blog. Not at all. *Ninjas off to the side looking mournfully at the crappy looking blog*) such as resits and essays and weight and my overwhelming desire to consume Andy's body weight (230lbs) in all kinds of crap. Wooo massive run on sentence!

I really miss cheerleading.

And I really, really want to go travelling. Go and spend the last two months of my holiday in Germany/Holland/Luxembourg/Scandinavia and just live my life. Unfortunately I have a) two exams and an essay due by the 26th of August that I HAVE to pass or I'll get chucked off my uni course, b) no money and c) a job that requires me to work what they tell me to work. We're planning to go away for a few days after my resits and before I go back to uni but it's going to be like... 3 days at the most. Andy wants to go to Amsterdam and spend the three days stoned off his face; something I'm not against (he introduced me to the green stuff a month or so ago and I'm pretty chilled on the idea; it just doesn't seem to work on me) but something that just seems... Pointless to me. When I go on holiday I like to see the local area, go off the beaten track and get lost in a big city, try to speak the language and make a fool of myself when I get it wrong. I love feeling like a tiny speck of insignificance, that feeling you only really get when you're somewhere foreign and strange to you. In Britain, in London, even though it's massive, it's feasible for me to meet someone I know - I have friends (and people I hate!) at uni there, I have family around there, even in cities I've never visited I have 'connections' to people and places. Y'know? Rambling but hey.


I also want to redesign my room a bit... It's tiny and a boring shell colour on the walls. Hopefully I'm going to get a new wardrobe and/or some better storage but it needs a massive overhaul. I thought about painting on the walls or writing mottos or something but that seems a bit too... 15 yr old girl to me? Answers on a postcard please.


  1. I think your idea about your room sounds interesting. Creativity has no age limit. :)

    Traveling sounds like a bunch of fun, I think my boyfriend and I might take a road trip soon to NJ (where my dad lives) and then NC, where one of my close friends lives.

  2. Hahaha.
    I know I have things more important in my life than my blog, but all the friends and supporters I have made here, make it seem like my blog is just as important as anything else.
    I have been on two trips in the last two months, so I have about had my fill of traveling for the moment.
    I would love to go somewhere foreign though.
    I hope you are doing well!
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3