Friday, 23 September 2011

Old Thinspo II

I just want to be this girl. 

More coming soon.

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

Old thinspo I

(Yes this is the picture in my avatar. No it's not me!)

From various sources, Lookbook, PrettyThin (if you're on there, leave a comment with your name - though I think most of the bloggers I have subbed to came from there), random google searches... Some are repeats, I know, but they're pretty! I still have another 30 images in the folder I rescued so I'll do another one or two of these.

Monday, 19 September 2011

Oh fuck.

Said I want to do swimming when I go back to uni on fb.

Now I have like three people who want to join me.

Meaning they will see me in a swimming costume.


Saturday, 17 September 2011

Rescued some old pictures...

January 2010

February 2010

March 2010

 April 2010

 May 2010

June 2010

And then I stopped taking pictures... Worth noting that in June 2010, my friend died and I went through my first break up... result = 10lbs weight loss in 5 days. Unfortunately that lasted about a week.

I dunno what the point of this post is. All I know is Andy's gone, I move into a house on my own in a day and a half and my new flatmates don't speak English. I keep thinking that I have no friends at uni (which is a lie, as I *do*) and I'm going to fail. I want a hug.

No internet from Monday to Friday... Though I will try to write a thinspo post to schedule to automatically post on Thursday if I can before I go. Found my old thinspo folder!

Friday, 16 September 2011

Monday Monday...

On Monday I (hopefully) move into my new house and go back to uni... Diet and exercise regime starts. My plan is:

Morning swim 1 hr
Lectures 2 hrs
Gymnastics 2 hrs

Morning swim 1 hr
Lectures 3hrs
Gym 2 hrs

Lectures 2 hrs
Afternoon swim 1 hr
Cheerleading 2 hrs

Lectures all day (bleurgh!)
Gymnastics 2 hrs

Morning swim 1 hr
Gym 2 hrs

Afternoon swim 2 hrs

Cheerleading 3 hrs
Swimming 2 hrs

Gym is italicised because I'm not certain I'm going to join the gym, if I can afford it etc.

Food plan is, to begin with, following the amounts suggested by for each week. Lots of fresh veg, grilled chicken, water! Going to drink at least 1.5l of water a day. No arguments. Only tea is included (but not officially counted) as well as water. I have a nice new water bottle that I want to fill every morning (it's only 500ml) and drink in lectures, then refill when I get home (obviously on Thursdays I'll just take a massive bottle in the first place!).

No idea what my start weight is... Small problem as I need it for the calculator. But I'm too scared to weigh myself :( I've definitely gained as I only have one pair of jeans left that fit me. Fucking fat fuck. Also too scared to try on my cheerleading uniform which I *have* to wear three times next week.

On the one hand I'm excited to go back and control my life, get back into exercise and cheerleading/gymnastics especially! But on the other it means leaving my BF and only seeing him once/twice a month - from seeing him every day as we live together currently. I plan on having mini goal weights that coincide with seeing him and we'll see if he notices :p I know when he goes back he wants to be healthier and lose some weight too so it'll be good to see the differences in us.